Wednesday, August 29, 2007

Our "Firsts"



Our first times are the ones I remember the most............The first time we saw into each other's eyes....The first time I felt you so close, face to face...The first time a man gave me a massage...The first time I massaged the body of a man....The first time you stole a kiss from me….The first time I felt and tasted your lips….The first time we had a deep conversation….The first time we worked together...The first time we played games….The first time we hugged…..The first time you caressed me....The first time I posed my hands on your lovely being…..The first time we separated at the mall and I told you I was going to miss you, only looking at your eyes , and you winked at me.....The first time I cried when I thought you didn’t care about me…...The first time you brought me flowers…..The first time you hold my hand….The first time we share the same water....The first time you touched me…The first time I touched you…..The first time i asked you to touch me...The first time you kissed me passionately..The first time I asked you to kiss me…The first time we were alone…and made love The first time I felt I was alive....The first time I let a man see my body…..The first time we bathed together….The first time you cooked for me...The first time you helped me with my blouse...The first time you wrote me, telling you were missing me…..The first time you called me…and remember our endless days….The first time you said you wanted to see me again….The first time you said you were jealous about the poems…Between us there have been many first times And I remember each and every one But the time I remember most often....is the first time you said: "I love you"

Our "Firsts"



Our first times are the ones I remember the most............The first time we saw into each other's eyes....The first time I felt you so close, face to face...The first time a man gave me a massage...The first time I massaged the body of a man....The first time you stole a kiss from me….The first time I felt and tasted your lips….The first time we had a deep conversation….The first time we worked together...The first time we played games….The first time we hugged…..The first time you caressed me....The first time I posed my hands on your lovely being…..The first time we separated at the mall and I told you I was going to miss you, only looking at your eyes , and you winked at me.....The first time I cried when I thought you didn’t care about me…...The first time you brought me flowers…..The first time you hold my hand….The first time we share the same water....The first time you touched me…The first time I touched you…..The first time i asked you to touch me...The first time you kissed me passionately..The first time I asked you to kiss me…The first time we were alone…and made love The first time I felt I was alive....The first time I let a man see my body…..The first time we bathed together….The first time you cooked for me...The first time you helped me with my blouse...The first time you wrote me, telling you were missing me…..The first time you called me…and remember our endless days….The first time you said you wanted to see me again….The first time you said you were jealous about the poems…Between us there have been many first times And I remember each and every one But the time I remember most often....is the first time you said: "I love you"

Sunday, August 26, 2007

Came to you....



I knew the moment I fell in love with you…..when I came back from my weekend visit and I saw you there sleeping like a prince and I ran directly to you…... and woke you up with a soft kiss...While talking to you,I felt so much happiness inside me and then I learned, I couldn’t backup…..I didn’t know I have missed you that much!I know it was earlier when we held each other, but that was the first time I realized that I liked you a lot and you kind of liked me too.I remember thinking of you more and more , I remember wanting you to be with me so badly and being so thrilled at the thought.I didn't know what to do or how to react, how in the world I was going to sound romantic? which were the right words? would you like them ? was I overacting? was I taking it too serious? what did you have in your mind? that’s why I sometimes didn’t say anything...I was scared to talk, I was scared to tell you what was burning me....then, I just closed my eyes, smelled you,felt and touched you so to keep every single detail in my mind.....Now am glad I opened up your heart and crossed the line to your soul.....I love to hear we both share the same crazyness......!!!!

You are spoiling me even moreee!



Thanks for your words, im flying on a cloud now ( ya me crei ) each day i love you more.... what it would be like when we see each other again?cant imagine...no...i can....coz i already had you, i already felt you....and i loveeeeee your taste ! :):) :) I have read your mails one time after another, and i got such a singular sensation...i smile and imagine you telling them to me....what have you done to me? well...anything you have done makes me magically happy :)

Saturday, August 18, 2007

BEACH



I can have the most wonderful time and still feel something is missing…..you my king…coz you brighten my everyday life…..Beach…....yet so calm and quiet…I was right there , daydreaming as to give my heart peaceful moments and bliss…. I saw a loving couple in the blues of the ocean….hugging tight as we used to…I turned my eyes and saw a guy sitting on a beach chair and his girl standing at her side…he gently brought her closer and kissed her on her belly, on her waist, her hips…as u used to kiss me....I looked to my side and I saw a man and a woman walking on the sand, without caring about anything but themselves…..I looked at the sky and said your name…and I was sure my voice was going to reach you with the help of the soft breeze…Then you came to me,we hold hands, and start talking, watching the romantic sunset, needing anything but ourselves ……………..

Monday, August 13, 2007

IM IN LOVE WITH A KING!


There isn´t a minute that I´m not thinking of you…..every day I find a new way to tell this to you….to let you know how deep , strong and powerful the sentiment you have inspired ….is ……Hundreds, thousand of ways to proof my love for you….But…the best one….. not only my simple words….Not only sweet and tender words…..but my body, my senses, my spirit, my soul ,my caresses….my whole being…. belonging second by second…only to you…..They have been saved…have been sent to the land of fantasies,to the land of dreams….To a magic land….land of tales and stories…our place.... Land of tears but also land of hope and joy…..And I´m here.. waiting to feel your touch again……your kisses…your smiles……your love…..Just waiting for your warmness to feel mine…….My sweet king….this is my humble gift of love for you……..

Friday, August 10, 2007

Sweet man



I call you prince, coz u rescued me….you woke me up with a kiss …..you took me into your arms, and I felt safe and protected….you were the charming prince of my fairy tale….But you are really a KING , the powerful , kind and also wise king who now rules my entire world….and I, will madly and blindly love you if you let me…….you deserve to have the world in your hands.....“ I love you” …and so many other words I have forgotten, are always so hard to say, and you my king, you have told them to me………thanks for having opened your soul to me.“ Forget me not” baby…..please dont forget me….let me stay in your warm and tender heart, let me live in your thoughts, let me share your happiness, your joy, and also every one of your sorrows…

Good Morning!



It was so nice to walk to you as soon as I got up……...I couldn’t wait, all I wanted to do was to rest in your arms….Shared breakfast…..hmmmmmmmm……..started our days…knowing you were right there for me…..Now I spend my days watching your pictures, reading your words and imagining im there….behind you….I hold your face……let my fingers caress your hair………kiss your forehead…..sense your eyelids, I close my own eyes….…then I go to your nose , which for me is your beauty , I walk it slowly….I find your cheeks…softly rub them upwards….they feel warm to the touch………I go to your lips…I cant help kissing them….what a sweet taste…the taste of a real man! I feel your chin…….strong…perfect…..then I touch you ears….I can feel the pleasure……I can feel the excitement of those enchanting and yet so mysterious moments…..”Morning”……..The words I long to say again………..

Thursday, August 2, 2007

Your skin is like a magnet :)



hi baby!I cant sleep, guess im thinking of you toooo much, im only looking forward to seeing you…..im trying to picture you and me together !Be in your arms again? is that possible? I had brainwashed myself with the idea of not having you anymore, I had convinced myself that it was only a beautiful dream…..a dream where I was the happiest woman on earth…. a dream where I found the perfect man for me, a dream where that man loved me truly……a dream where souls, minds, hearts and bodies were one and fit perfectly…….Now you tell me you will be here to make it happen once more? sweet love of mine , come to me and ill make you fly, come to me and Ill fly with you …..remember what I wrote for your webpage? in those few words I tell you everything, what i knew i would be feeling when i didnt have you next to me.....“Give me some sky and I will fly..... I will slowly soar to the clouds, lie on the sleeping stars hidden in your heart, and spread my wings, full of past glories over the sun and the ocean of your soul” Do you miss me as I do? do you feel the pain of being away from each other? do you feel loneliness and emptiness? do you want to go back on time to those days? Do you feel your heat pound of joy when we talk about our memories, the days we shared?Baby, you woke up so many dormant feelings……you gave me hope, you gave me the illusion of falling in love …you made me feel as a teenager, you rejuvenated my bitter life…..now I can carry on……